Being conscripted is never fair. I volunteered and there's a big difference. I'm sorry you were conscripted into an army. I wouldn't wish it on anyone. This place must be much better, then.

( Most people volunteer to be in the Fatui ranks unless they've committed a crime or something so Childe doesn't have a lot of experience with being forced to fight except a long time ago in the Abyss. )

Hopefully you'll get to stay and you'll be safe.