Guilty as charged. I cannot deny it. It's difficult to step away from responsibility once it's been handed to you, or that has been my experience.

[ She turns her eyes on Kaeya and observes him in silence for a few seconds, then shakes her head. ]

Smaller, perhaps, but so am I. It doesn't follow that we are less interesting for being only a tiny part of the universe--some of the most fascinating things are the smallest.