[ he can't even really look her in the eyes, honestly. and so he refocuses on the drink. It prevents him from talking, as well. Though, the cups are small, and that can only last so long.

As soon as he reaches the end, he grimaces. ]

If you would like to know if I've done anything unsavory for the knights, the answer is that I have always kept the knights' reputation intact.

As for my past--

[ he bites the inside of his cheek ]